May 22, 2020 my momma died. She was my fist best friend, now she's gone! Who do I talk to? Who did I antique shopping with? My beautiful mother who loved life "More than LIFE itself" She was a rare beauty in her own way! And she could be so tough when needed. My mother was the Glue that held our family 👪 together! My mother was our mom and dad for all her life. She had a beautiful Smile and an incredible loud laugh.
I'm numb right now. IDK what to do anymore, I honestly feel like an orphan.
Post by lavishgail on May 26, 2020 13:44:17 GMT -5
Well wake and funeral is Thursday prayers at the funeral home, then to graveside to lay her down to peace! I know death is normal, but I was never taught how to grieve? Anyone? I mean I lost my dad at 17 years old I was just a kid helping mom rear my younger brother and younger sister. I cry but when all is said and done then what? I cant understand how you feel better? Well I'm a grown up I'll get it. I have her funeral notice for news paper see if I can share it?
Dearest Gail - losing a parent is so difficult. 😢 I lost both my folks many years ago...and I did feel like an orphan at the age of 42. I was no one’s little girl anymore. Your mom is still with you...she lives in your heart and your beautiful spirit. ❤️
Post by lavishgail on May 27, 2020 11:32:48 GMT -5
I know Sallybrown, but I can't feel her right now, I can't smell her. I'm so lost. My poor brothers and sister
I couldnt get her write up on here, I'll try again.
I'm teaching my kids now, how bad this feels, my mom and I talked about if one goes be4 the other to leave the window open just a little so she can come in. Not yet. God is holding my suffering mother and she will be ok he is healing her. She will and has been around me! This is very hard as I'm a light worker and feel everyone's pain!
Really sorry to hear this news, Gail. It is difficult to have a parent pass away. We all experience it, but it is never a good time when it occurs. Eventually we all get over it, but it leaves a hole in your life and your heart.
Thank you all so much. I'm not going to lie to you, Now that my momma is gone feel no reason to even get up! My grands are getting older they don't get here much anymore, Jessica their mom came yesterday so we can meet her boyfriend. He seems very nice. Th for 🙏🙏 We all need them at some point. I love all of you thank you so much.