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Post by Blossom/Jackie W. on Jun 10, 2009 21:02:57 GMT -5
And you're gonna have to bear with me becasue I'm really, really crying while I'm typing.... and
I'm giving thanks to the Good Lord and to all of you and I guess I'm still in shock and maybe still thinking somebody made a mistake............
Our new family Dr actually called us at 9:15 p.m........(of all times no less) He was clearing off his desk and they had faxed over a report...... to tell me that that 3.5 cm ovoid density etc.etc ..... you know
the mass that they perceived as recurrent malignancy.....and
I just had the 2nd CT just Monday afternoon.......
isn't there!!!!! It DID NOT show! They intentionally shot at a different angle to see if they could get it to move becasue it was embedded in to the base.....where they had removed the lobe and they wanted a better picture....
I'm still in absolute shock; afraid they were reading it wrong but like Dave says there's no mistaking my lung(s) and they knew what they were looking for.. That's what I'm holding onto.
Maybe it was the month long lung bleeds I get every 3 months and it was a huge clot though I've had them (the bleeds etc) and CT's before during the bleeds though nothing showed before, maybe it was a MAJOR infection in conjunction with,
Or maybe, just maybe....
it was your love and prayers and someone looking down on me and I'm feeling very undeserving and humbled .....
I just can't believe it; I really, really can't and I know I'll be going into town tomorrow to get the "physical" Radiology report...
I wish I could express to you how thankful I'm feeling right now and my heart feels like it's gonna absolutely burst!
All I can do is cry, share it with you, and say..............
Thank You for your prayers, your kind and postive thoughts; your faith and your love!
And I love You all so vv much......
Good night my friends...... rest well; I will have you in my prayers.....
Jackie
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Post by John on Jun 10, 2009 21:18:39 GMT -5
Thank You Jackie; I wish for you & Dave peace & serenity P.S. Don't take any wooden nickles .as they aren't worth much  ! |
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Post by shelley on Jun 10, 2009 23:10:18 GMT -5
Finally, a ray of sunshine created just for you! I'm so very happy for you and Dave.
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Post by gwenwigley on Jun 10, 2009 23:15:02 GMT -5
Jackie, Chris & I are just so happy for you!! Awesome news. Love from us both. Sleep Well Gwen & Chris   |
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Post by muffin on Jun 11, 2009 2:28:49 GMT -5
Jackie this is absolutely awesome! Never say you feel underserving as you ARE deserving, God said it, I believe it and that settles it for me. Thank God for NO MASS yessss!!
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Post by bobbioh on Jun 11, 2009 6:17:06 GMT -5
Praise the lord, Wonderful news!!!! Bobbi
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Post by Deleted on Jun 11, 2009 6:27:49 GMT -5
YES!! great news! When I was in the hosp a few weeks ago and had the cat-scan......... my nodules were gone! Guess they have to scare you and tell you what they see. It is so freshing and wonderful to hear some good news. I think you have been through quite enough Jackie, and damit it don't you feel bad or guilty don't feel anything but Joy and peace! Now we have to use our powers and postive thoughts that you enjoy good health for a long time. May you kiss every fish in every ocean, lake, stream and brook  This has lifted my spirits up............... Hugs Love Linndie |
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Post by the bear on Jun 11, 2009 7:30:09 GMT -5
Way to go kid!! Now can I be the good news bear. Huh. Pleese, pretty please.
Fish kissin' works. But prayers work too.
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Post by Colleen-Pa on Jun 11, 2009 8:07:45 GMT -5
What wonderful news!! I am so relieved for you, what a weight that has been lifted! Dance and sing and kiss those fishes!! ENJOY!!
PS.... I am going to post this on Day to Day for everyone there to see also!!
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Post by susanny on Jun 11, 2009 9:20:41 GMT -5
Jackie, it is obvious how loved you are here. I am so glad you have tears of joy. Ah, the power of prayer!
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Post by Vic on Jun 11, 2009 9:36:53 GMT -5
Jackie -- That's the greatest news I've had in a long, long time. God bless you and thank God for the news...it's a tremendous relief...we all love you and were terribly troubled about your problems. Now you can forge ahead in your old style. -- Vic
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Post by Blossom/Jackie W. on Jun 11, 2009 12:20:16 GMT -5
Yeahp; them's "my Lungs"! I've read the report over now 3 or 4 times.... ain't no denying it. The Big E, partially collapsed remaining lobes etc etc..... .....all of it! Last night I called our kids and a couple of friends..... today I've called a brother and sister and I'll give the news when I go to visit my senior friend (yes; I still do that Thur afternoons) (I'd have called her last night but she goes to bed at 8pm) This will be our special treat today. I also want to tell you that I've offered many prayers of thanks. And; I've offered prayers for all of you.... for some/maybe many/of us we've known each other for awhile. To the newer ones...... believe me when I tell you that you have been blessed here with a tremendous loving family. I still have many things that need to be addressed however..... we'll get there...... The bottom line; and I'll quite ver batim from the conclusion..... "The previous identified ovoid lesion in the pleural space of the right apex is not identified on today's examination. While no "specific" diagnosis can be made, the suspicion for malignacy is negligible." I'm still a bit giddy; teary and filled with love.... but may I say? From my  to yours ......Thank You, Thank you, Thank You!!!!! |
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Post by virginia on Jun 11, 2009 14:30:42 GMT -5
Jackie, I have seen the Lords work lots of times !!!!mmmMy heart is thanking God. He is wonderful..
Remember my sis that had the mass, the doctors were going to operate. but the last scan showed NO MASS..
I loved what Muffin said...
God Bless you...I love you
I will do my happy dance now.
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Post by Wildoats on Jun 11, 2009 15:09:01 GMT -5
Thumbs up and a big hug! SO happy for you Jackie!
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Post by aero63 on Jun 11, 2009 16:49:12 GMT -5
Oh this is such great wonderful news. You are so deserving and needed this break. We all love ya and were hoping for the best. I can't even begin to imagine your relief. Go ahead and get teary eyed, then go celebrate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Post by toni on Jun 11, 2009 21:31:50 GMT -5
I just came on to catch up as we are away at my daughter's in Virginia right now and the first thing I read is this wonderful news! I'm so happy for you!
Jackie, with all the worry and stress you have been under the last little while, you never stopped thinking of everybody else.
This is a wonderful caring family and I feel very proud to be a small part of it.
Toni
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Post by Blossom/Jackie W. on Jun 12, 2009 7:03:10 GMT -5
Toni; I too can honestly say that I'm so proud to be part of this family. Enjoy your visit!
Thank you all so very much; it means so much more when you have people you can share good news with and can celebrate with you in these things.
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Post by Bill W on Jun 12, 2009 22:10:10 GMT -5
Truly Wonderful news. A relief and gift to us all.
LOVE and LIGHT
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Post by mary57 on Jun 24, 2009 21:50:43 GMT -5
Jackie, What wonderful news, I'm so happy for you, yes sing, dance, rejoyce and go get some fish!!
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This has lifted my spirits up............... Hugs Love Linndie
